会渐渐习惯上网没有你的日子
因为上网对我来说已经只是一个找资料的途径
会渐渐习惯电话中没有你的讯息
因为我还有许多好朋友关心我的情谊
我会鼓励自己
让自己在没有你的陪伴下
也可以独立成长
只想做挺立在沙漠中的仙人掌
孤独但不孤单
在绝望沮丧中
我不是一个人,我还有自己
我可以拿一朵花送给我自己
这不是夜郎自大的无知和狭隘
而是我学会了对自己生命的崇敬和珍爱
感谢你走进我的生命
认识了足足两个月
我心中的沙滩已经有了你那
不可磨灭的足迹
虽然短暂但是甜蜜
这从所未有的亲近
或许我们从来不曾真正接近
我明白的
距离让人完美
却又是如此地不堪一击
对你的信任
从来不曾动移
你带给我的回忆
有如瓶中沙般地满满回忆
我已经很满意
你可以无情地离去
我也可以坚强地学会自立
在人生的旅途中
当我回头望去
我会珍惜
我的过去有你的参与
SKYPE和FB
是你我携手了解对方的器具
现在想起 真的有点痛惜
没有办法 这是我们的结局
想对你说
有了你 我的生命更添色彩
没了你 我会学会一个人活得精彩
佑: 我不清楚我犯了什么错...你会如此的冷淡了...如果有,对不起... 我知道我会往哪个地方走......
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
My friend passed away
Well, it is hard for me to say, but one of my friend just passed away around 8pm in Malaysia.
She was one of our schoolmate, she was a nice girl, however her life sentence had been filled up with a full stop today, and she was only 27.
I am so depressed now... What is the meaning of life, when we are the one who have life but we can't control the length of it.
Just like the Lotus Eater who planned to die at 60, but he can't. Our life is about faith, according to fatalism. It stated that, the moment that we born, the date that we die had been created.
I seriously feel so not well, and I am a person who can't take separation no matter is distance or death.
I realized that, we do not have the power to control the length of our life, maybe we should focus how to increase thickness, depth and width of our life.
We should do something really meant to us, meant to our family and friends, for ourselves, for someone who care about us and for someone we care, start from this moment.
Stop wasting time and using time for some reasons which are not reasonable.
Life is too short to regret, Life will never turned back again, so treat everyday as a last day of us, so we will have a good day everyday.
Well, it may sounds a bit overacting, but i think that's the best way for me to have no regrets and always contribute myself to this world, a laugh for friends, a concern for my family and all.
So when there is an end of my life, I will accept it with a big smile on my face.
I know I will always look back, and I walk again.
Life is about looking forward, carry on, I just want me and everyone around me is always happy.
I know life does not always go on our way, but at least I try.
No regrets, no worries. I will be fine, so just give me some time.
Condelences sent to my friend, may you rest in peace.
She was one of our schoolmate, she was a nice girl, however her life sentence had been filled up with a full stop today, and she was only 27.
I am so depressed now... What is the meaning of life, when we are the one who have life but we can't control the length of it.
Just like the Lotus Eater who planned to die at 60, but he can't. Our life is about faith, according to fatalism. It stated that, the moment that we born, the date that we die had been created.
I seriously feel so not well, and I am a person who can't take separation no matter is distance or death.
I realized that, we do not have the power to control the length of our life, maybe we should focus how to increase thickness, depth and width of our life.
We should do something really meant to us, meant to our family and friends, for ourselves, for someone who care about us and for someone we care, start from this moment.
Stop wasting time and using time for some reasons which are not reasonable.
Life is too short to regret, Life will never turned back again, so treat everyday as a last day of us, so we will have a good day everyday.
Well, it may sounds a bit overacting, but i think that's the best way for me to have no regrets and always contribute myself to this world, a laugh for friends, a concern for my family and all.
So when there is an end of my life, I will accept it with a big smile on my face.
I know I will always look back, and I walk again.
Life is about looking forward, carry on, I just want me and everyone around me is always happy.
I know life does not always go on our way, but at least I try.
No regrets, no worries. I will be fine, so just give me some time.
Condelences sent to my friend, may you rest in peace.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me
忍你已经两个星期多了...
从我刚从香港回来的第一个电话就是你...
我忍你忍到今天了!!!
你要在面子书"嗮"我给你!!
你要有多肉麻, 没人要管你!!
我想也没有什么好说的了
也不是不想告诉你"又"怎么了
要说的话, 这么久以来说得还不够多吗?
你不累我自己都讲到累了
再说
你认为你对的时候, 你怎么会觉得自己有问题?
还真的验证了一句话
"当你无所惧的时候, 你就是天下无敌的"
罢了...我不管了
有时候想想真的很dulan
很浪费我的精神, 浪费我的时间, 浪费我的金钱
在你身上我浪费了太多太多的用心
而你却不是那么的珍惜
很怀疑, 当你说我们开始不鸟你的时候
你有没有想过
每次你在风流快活的时候 有找过我们吗?
当你快乐的时候就找别人
当你孤单的时候就跑来叫brother
这真的很欠诚意, 很没有意思
我不想再陪一个永远长不大的孩子
一个需要人哄的孩子
一个在外面被欺负就只会跑回家哭闹脾气的孩子
够了....
当那一天我对你不再有利用价值的时候
我还是你的brother吗?
当你在说别人现实的时候
换个角度想, 你不也是吗?
有些事, 真的需要比较, 计较到那样清楚吗?
"啪...."
断了.....
我不想再听到
"我们是brother诶"
"我把你当brother你就这样对我"
等等之类的话了
在你说这句话的时候
问问自己
除了在说这句话的时候把我当brother
其他时候有像个brother一样的对我吗?
我不想只是做单方面的brother
我不要只是那真心换别人的虚伪
"啪...."
最后的机会也没有了
有些人, 不值得我的同情
有些人, 不值得我的原谅
有些人不再值得我的真心
你不会再有机会了
you doesn't deserve my second chance
有句话说
fool me once, shame on you
fool me twice, shame on me
再来一次, 我也不能原谅自己的愚昧了
不用问我是不是你了
也不用问是为什么
我不想说的话, 你一辈子不会有机会听的
你有自己的造化
我只能祝你好运
"啪..."
最后的容忍也断了
从我刚从香港回来的第一个电话就是你...
我忍你忍到今天了!!!
你要在面子书"嗮"我给你!!
你要有多肉麻, 没人要管你!!
我想也没有什么好说的了
也不是不想告诉你"又"怎么了
要说的话, 这么久以来说得还不够多吗?
你不累我自己都讲到累了
再说
你认为你对的时候, 你怎么会觉得自己有问题?
还真的验证了一句话
"当你无所惧的时候, 你就是天下无敌的"
罢了...我不管了
有时候想想真的很dulan
很浪费我的精神, 浪费我的时间, 浪费我的金钱
在你身上我浪费了太多太多的用心
而你却不是那么的珍惜
很怀疑, 当你说我们开始不鸟你的时候
你有没有想过
每次你在风流快活的时候 有找过我们吗?
当你快乐的时候就找别人
当你孤单的时候就跑来叫brother
这真的很欠诚意, 很没有意思
我不想再陪一个永远长不大的孩子
一个需要人哄的孩子
一个在外面被欺负就只会跑回家哭闹脾气的孩子
够了....
当那一天我对你不再有利用价值的时候
我还是你的brother吗?
当你在说别人现实的时候
换个角度想, 你不也是吗?
有些事, 真的需要比较, 计较到那样清楚吗?
"啪...."
断了.....
我不想再听到
"我们是brother诶"
"我把你当brother你就这样对我"
等等之类的话了
在你说这句话的时候
问问自己
除了在说这句话的时候把我当brother
其他时候有像个brother一样的对我吗?
我不想只是做单方面的brother
我不要只是那真心换别人的虚伪
"啪...."
最后的机会也没有了
有些人, 不值得我的同情
有些人, 不值得我的原谅
有些人不再值得我的真心
你不会再有机会了
you doesn't deserve my second chance
有句话说
fool me once, shame on you
fool me twice, shame on me
再来一次, 我也不能原谅自己的愚昧了
不用问我是不是你了
也不用问是为什么
我不想说的话, 你一辈子不会有机会听的
你有自己的造化
我只能祝你好运
"啪..."
最后的容忍也断了
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